*trigger warning*
Allie//17//United States//La Dispute//The Story So Far//Marching Band//Musicals//Bad Poetry//

I'm struggling to find who I am.
"1. No, I’m not okay. I’ll never be okay. Okay?
2. I’m sorry, for everything.
3. If I could turn back time and change what happened, I would.
4. I’ve been struggling to stop myself from calling you.
5. You make my chest wrack with sobs I know don’t belong there.”
5 thing I should have said to you, but didn’t.  (via 2k58)
"You scare me,” he said. “why?” she asked. “Because I tell you things I can’t even tell myself.”
— This quote makes me think about my mentor. I told her she scared me, but I couldn’t explain why. Now I know the reason. It’s because I can tell her the things I don’t even tell myself (via inside-my-broken-heart)
"your mother
didn’t spend
9 months
forming your body
inside of her
just so you could
hate and destroy it”
— bzq (via fuckinq)
"You are mysterious. I love you. You’re beautiful, intelligent, and virtuous, and that’s the rarest known combination.”
— F. Scott Fitzgerald, Porcelain and Pink (via larmoyante)
"My first love
was some insignificant boy
when it should have been
Michelle K., First Love. (via michellekpoems)