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I'm struggling to find who I am.
Taken by my best pal, Marcus Bearfield; 5.23.14 ♥

I hate being alone

mentally-illectric:

things i needed to hear in health class:

  • puberty might make you squishier and its ok
  • vaginas have a smell and it’s a ok
  • all kinds of people with all kinds of bodies have gr8 sex
  • genitals do not all look the same and variety is rad
  • people have stretch marks sometimes
  • people have pimples on their butts sometimes
  • people have cellulite sometimes
  • gender =/= sex
  • sex =/= scary danger FEAR
  • bodies aren’t scary or gross or sacred 
  • everything is ok

mexicanscanbreak2:

i-will-wait-for-you-endlessly:

The great thing about music is it did not save your life

It gave you the strength and will power to save your own life

That’s the beauty of music

This is probably the most important thing I have read in the last 3 years of my life, thank you to whoever posted this.

fun tip:

anxiety is not cured by forcing a person into the situation that makes them anxious

"Listen,
if you’re going to leave, that’s fine.
and I know you promised you wouldn’t
seven months ago while I was crying
into your neck but I also know that
sometimes it rains even when it’s not
supposed to and sometimes boys
kiss girls they shouldn’t and we tear
flowers out of the ground just to watch
them die and things change,
so I understand if you’re done,
but please, when you’re packing all your
old sweaters and books, don’t forget
to take all your three AM phone calls,
and photographs where we’re smiling
so wide it looks like we’ve never known
that feeling in the pit of your stomach
when someone screams “I don’t love you
anymore.”
Take back every kiss, every night you
fell asleep next to me, every poem I
wrote you, every song you sang to
me, every “I love you more fight,”
every shock I felt in my skin when
you brushed against me.
I was never scared of ghosts until you
left but now I see you everywhere and
god if you’re going to kill me please
just do it quickly because I see you
in everything and it’s making it hard
to breathe”
— I won’t say I miss you but I think my mother knows anyway (via extrasad)
"Stop romanticizing people who hurt you.”
— Six Word Story #48   (via sexual-feelings)
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